Self disclosure

Human being is such a complicated creature. There is no way I can fully understand another person or even myself. Maybe it's time to put aside self-assessment, I just want to say, "God, examine me and know my heart; test me and know my nervous thoughts. See if there is any bad thing in me. Lead me on the road to everlasting life."

I will make a very important decision before the end of this year. Please help me to see myself clearly and put your plan ahead of everything else.