Is my heart really that difficult to understand???

Talking to a friend recently, his commend is that “girl's heart is really difficult to understand.” You may wonder what exactly we talk about, leading him to make such conclusion. It’s all falling back to the relationship issue. He doesn’t really understand why I can stay single for that long. I don’t understand either. One thing is for sure thou, I learn to be independent through this period of being single, and I really enjoy it currently.

To be honest, I had very strong desire to be with someone not very long ago. I know how wonderful it is when you know there’s someone to take care of you and you can depend on, and most importantly to have similar goals. However, God knows what’s better for you, and He tries to prevent you from doing stupid things. Therefore, things do not always go with your desire. I have Him to help me on letting go some of my desires, my heart is now pure like water. Don’t worry about me thou, I am sure I will meet someone nice in the future.